When this period of my life is over I’m gonna send actual fanmail to Azalea Banks and Foxy Brown for making music that gives me the courage to face the outside world because without Ill Na Na and Fantasea I actually wouldn’t dare to leave the house
On a happier note: me and my bf just celebrated five years together the other week
That’s like 75 years in gay years
Keep going, its going to be worth it. Trust me, I know.
I know that but every time I get an anxiety attack I just need a quick fix but I haven’t got that and that is gonna favor me in the long run
Tbh I just wanna sleep until I get better but that’s not gonna happen. recovery and therapy is the hardest things I’ve ever done and it really bothers me that they don’t wanna give me any anxiety meds but at the same time I think it’s great that Swedish healthcare haven’t given me meds but instead handed me over to therapy right away. Like I wanna be medicated to fucking hell because it’s my gut instinct (to do anything to feel better at the moment), but I also know that the path they’ve set for me (CBT) is gonna work out much better in the long run.
A bit drunk atm (that redness only happens when I drink while sitting still it’s amazing) but I’ve talked to my doctor and now I’m on sick leave until early December and hopefully I can get some money out of that also things seem to be turning out alright right now and that feels nice
Hi everyone I’m ok I took this picture last week when I took a casual stroll in the city without feeling like I was gonna die for the first time in eight months yay progress
I didn’t want to like this post as it seemed like the wrong response but I’m here if you want to talk.
It’s ok to like it and I appreciate that you considered it but right now I just need to vent because I feel like shit but really thanks ❤️
I’m sorry I don’t post so much right now if you’ve followed me for some time you know it’s because of my fluctuating health but I just need to vent this: Junglepussy played gigs in Stockholm two days in a row and I missed both because of my mental health and it makes me so fucking pissed and sad and I wanna get better NOW it feels like I can’t take this anymore
I was under the impression that living in Scandinavia would protect me from the sun